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Not the usual girl trouble

It seems I’ve actually kind of forgotten about this blog. I wanted to write a little piece because my life hasn’t been going very smooth lately.

A couple years ago when I became a senior in High school I met this amazing girl. At first she didn’t want much with me but I couldn’t get her out of my mind. Then when I wanted to tell her my feelings she got a boyfriend. That made me sad, but we stayed friends so it wasn’t too bad.

Now 3 months ago she dumped him (or the other way around). He picked up another girl pretty quick after that and she was heartbroken. However I noticed she was suddenly a lot more comfortable around me, she even asked me to be her partner for the ‘sector assignment’ (an assignment made in the last year of high school in which you show what you’ve learned by means of research or study - determines whether you are allowed to do final exams) 

Then, from about a month ago things went downhill. She stopped talking to me, gave me nasty looks and left me wondering what the hell was wrong. I wanted to talk to her, but I couldn’t. Something seemed to stop me, some sort of barrier. She accused me of ‘staring’. I was mindblown. I might have glanced a little bit more at her because she was acting off, but I never ever stared. 

The problem gets worse because we both have the same ‘friend circle’. I can tell she’s been talking to them about me when I wasn’t around, and I could tell they were at least a bit uncomfortable when I was around. Great, so now she’s taking my friends too?

Then there still is that sector assignment. It’s due in three weeks and she won’t talk to me. I’m getting pretty stressed out and I don’t know what to do.

I’m heartbroken and confused. I don’t know what to do anymore. I would just let it be, but there is still the assignment. If we don’t finish it, we have to do the year over, no matter how good our grades. I really want to burst out in tears right now, but I can’t even do that anymore.

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